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Yesterday, I drove to my 89 year-old grandfather's house. He lives just a few blocks from Florence and Normandie, the flashpoint of the '94 riots. Grandpa Roscoe was born in 1919 in Marshall, TX. He was nearly killed twice, once when the Japanese torpedoed his attack cargo ship, the Alhena, at Guadal Canal, and again when his ship crashed and sank off the Farallon Islands near the end of the war.
In 1940, he voted for the first time, for some sort of municipal election. On his way into town to cast his vote, he walked past a house with a white picket fence. A dog ran out of the open fence and jumped on him, biting and tearing at his clothes and his flesh. A white man wearing brown pants and a beige shirt sat on the porch of the house, slowly dragging on a cigarette. After a while, the man called the dog off and it let go, and ambled back through the fence. It settled down next to the man on the porch, who stared at Grandpa Roscoe while he patted the dog's head. Roscoe went to town with torn pants, bleeding, and voted.
He returned to the house in the passenger seat of a sheriff's car and pointed out the man, who was still sitting on his porch, still smoking. The deputy sighed, got out of the car, and approached the man. Roscoe opened his door and rose from the car, standing in the dirt outside the white picket fence with his arms folded. After a few seconds of conversation with the man on the porch, the officer walked around to peer through a gate into the back yard. Roscoe heard barking, loud and resounding, coming from the yard. The deputy turned and marched back toward the police car. "Says he doesn't even own a dog," the deputy said, before slipping behind the wheel and driving away.
Roscoe watched the car disappear through the trees, turning up dirt and gravel as it rounded a turn. The barking stopped and started again. Footsteps. The man from the porch stomped through the unkempt grass of his front lawn. Roscoe couldn't see his hands, and he didn't hear any barking. He didn't know where the dog had gone. He stood where he was, arms still folded. The man stopped at his fence, flicked his cigarette over Roscoe's shoulder into the dirt road. He was red with anger as he said "Nigger, we're gon' git you for goin' ta the police." Roscoe didn't say a word, for fear he would "git" him right there and then. He turned and slowly walked away from the house, as if it and the red-faced man were built of TNT and any sudden movements would bring the world down on his head.
The walk was slow, as if he were walking through ankle-deep mud. Trees, Gravel. Crickets chirping somewhere in the swamp. Frogs. Butterflies. They all sounded and looked too intense.
Yesterday I sat on his plush white couch, the couch I'd struggled to climb onto 30+ years ago. It was still covered in the same plastic it arrived in a few years before I was born. I watched him sitting in his worn, brown chair, watching his TV. Not moving. Barely blinking. Not smiling, not daring to believe it even when CNN called Pennsylvania, and then Ohio, for Obama. Even as I swore to him McCain couldn't win without one of those states. I saw him fidget a little in his seat and rub his knee absentmindedly with his hand when they called Florida for Obama. His chair began to rock a little, and at every commercial break he would slowly pick up the remote, look at it closely, and with a shaking hand, change it to another news channel.
I noticed the black oval clock with gray and white painted swans, sitting atop his old, non-working TV in the other corner. That clock was maybe 20 years older than I am. The photo next to it, of him at 30, wearing his starched grey bus driver uniform. The photo albums stacked next to it with images of my grandmother and him at a colored's-only night club, looking smooth and classy, and eternally young, like they stepped right out of a 1940's movie. Him in his battle fatigues, at boot camp in late 1941, carrying a gun they would never let him carry during the war. Him, barbecuing in the driveway of the house he bought a decade later. Him, marrying his second wife years after my grandmother passed.
I saw him sit up straight, as straight as I've ever seen him be, when Keith Olbermann said "Barack Obama will be the next President of the United States." And when they cut to scenes of jubilation all around the world, in Kenya, in Europe, in Time Square, at a black college, in Chicago, I saw him smile the way I've only ever seen him smile when he met his great grandson for the first time. "Look at all those people," he said over and over again.
I noticed the time, it was hours past his bedtime and I asked if he wanted to go to sleep, but he wasn't tired. Not at all. We watched Obama speak. We watched people cry. We knew who Jesse Jackson was thinking about when the cameras caught him weeping. We watched millions of people cheering as if a war was just won. We heard firecrackers right outside, coming from the house next door, and the house two doors down. Then the house across the street. I thanked him for watching the election with me, gathered my things, gave him a hug, and walked to my car. Palm trees in the distance were swaying in the dark and leaves and bushes were rustling in the suddenly-fierce Santa Ana winds. He stood on his porch and waved to me as I backed out of the driveway. Even when I was so small I had to climb onto his couch, I had never seen him look that tall.
In 1940, he voted for the first time, for some sort of municipal election. On his way into town to cast his vote, he walked past a house with a white picket fence. A dog ran out of the open fence and jumped on him, biting and tearing at his clothes and his flesh. A white man wearing brown pants and a beige shirt sat on the porch of the house, slowly dragging on a cigarette. After a while, the man called the dog off and it let go, and ambled back through the fence. It settled down next to the man on the porch, who stared at Grandpa Roscoe while he patted the dog's head. Roscoe went to town with torn pants, bleeding, and voted.
He returned to the house in the passenger seat of a sheriff's car and pointed out the man, who was still sitting on his porch, still smoking. The deputy sighed, got out of the car, and approached the man. Roscoe opened his door and rose from the car, standing in the dirt outside the white picket fence with his arms folded. After a few seconds of conversation with the man on the porch, the officer walked around to peer through a gate into the back yard. Roscoe heard barking, loud and resounding, coming from the yard. The deputy turned and marched back toward the police car. "Says he doesn't even own a dog," the deputy said, before slipping behind the wheel and driving away.
Roscoe watched the car disappear through the trees, turning up dirt and gravel as it rounded a turn. The barking stopped and started again. Footsteps. The man from the porch stomped through the unkempt grass of his front lawn. Roscoe couldn't see his hands, and he didn't hear any barking. He didn't know where the dog had gone. He stood where he was, arms still folded. The man stopped at his fence, flicked his cigarette over Roscoe's shoulder into the dirt road. He was red with anger as he said "Nigger, we're gon' git you for goin' ta the police." Roscoe didn't say a word, for fear he would "git" him right there and then. He turned and slowly walked away from the house, as if it and the red-faced man were built of TNT and any sudden movements would bring the world down on his head.
The walk was slow, as if he were walking through ankle-deep mud. Trees, Gravel. Crickets chirping somewhere in the swamp. Frogs. Butterflies. They all sounded and looked too intense.
Yesterday I sat on his plush white couch, the couch I'd struggled to climb onto 30+ years ago. It was still covered in the same plastic it arrived in a few years before I was born. I watched him sitting in his worn, brown chair, watching his TV. Not moving. Barely blinking. Not smiling, not daring to believe it even when CNN called Pennsylvania, and then Ohio, for Obama. Even as I swore to him McCain couldn't win without one of those states. I saw him fidget a little in his seat and rub his knee absentmindedly with his hand when they called Florida for Obama. His chair began to rock a little, and at every commercial break he would slowly pick up the remote, look at it closely, and with a shaking hand, change it to another news channel.
I noticed the black oval clock with gray and white painted swans, sitting atop his old, non-working TV in the other corner. That clock was maybe 20 years older than I am. The photo next to it, of him at 30, wearing his starched grey bus driver uniform. The photo albums stacked next to it with images of my grandmother and him at a colored's-only night club, looking smooth and classy, and eternally young, like they stepped right out of a 1940's movie. Him in his battle fatigues, at boot camp in late 1941, carrying a gun they would never let him carry during the war. Him, barbecuing in the driveway of the house he bought a decade later. Him, marrying his second wife years after my grandmother passed.
I saw him sit up straight, as straight as I've ever seen him be, when Keith Olbermann said "Barack Obama will be the next President of the United States." And when they cut to scenes of jubilation all around the world, in Kenya, in Europe, in Time Square, at a black college, in Chicago, I saw him smile the way I've only ever seen him smile when he met his great grandson for the first time. "Look at all those people," he said over and over again.
I noticed the time, it was hours past his bedtime and I asked if he wanted to go to sleep, but he wasn't tired. Not at all. We watched Obama speak. We watched people cry. We knew who Jesse Jackson was thinking about when the cameras caught him weeping. We watched millions of people cheering as if a war was just won. We heard firecrackers right outside, coming from the house next door, and the house two doors down. Then the house across the street. I thanked him for watching the election with me, gathered my things, gave him a hug, and walked to my car. Palm trees in the distance were swaying in the dark and leaves and bushes were rustling in the suddenly-fierce Santa Ana winds. He stood on his porch and waved to me as I backed out of the driveway. Even when I was so small I had to climb onto his couch, I had never seen him look that tall.
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Permalink Reply by David J. Peterson on -
It's been a long time in coming. Even though I thought Obama had this thing sewn up at least two months ago, this still feels like a something special: a real step forward.
I've heard a lot of complaints by conservatives, moderates and liberals alike that there are too many Americans who look at Obama as "the new messiah", and quip that it will still be business as usual in Washington. Perhaps. But when you have a mass of humanity like we have in America that believes that positive change is coming--that's filled with this much hope and optimism--I believe that's nothing to denigrate. Perhaps one man can't make that much of a difference, but millions of Americans working together can achieve just about anything. I'm looking forward to an exciting four years.
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Permalink Reply by KarenJoyceKleinman on -
00 I was upstairs in my high school in an English class when a student came running by screaming "KENNEDY'S BEEN SHOT. HE'S DEAD". The combination of that with Dr. MLK, Jr. being assassinated resounded in the hearts of EVERY SINGLE American who had a conscience. There must have been many, because I saw people begin to walk in slow motion, not speaking to each other as they passed by, and with somber faces. That state of mind has continued for all these many decades. Last night BROKE the apathy and feelings of depression all over the nation, and I hope, all over the world. We did it. The line of demarcation is BROKEN FOREVER. No more glass ceiling for anyone. May God bless Barack Obama and his mission, vision, foresight, courage, and gentle strength. No matter what happens from here on in, history has been made. It's "been done" as in "gitter done". I can see Rev. Dr. MLK, Jr. and all the others who died for the rights of all, laying calmly in their graves with a new smile on their lips, and their souls soaring high over us all with gladness and peace.
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